I am having one of those days...
The kind of day that you don't usually talk about with others.
It is this kind of day where you tend not to answer the phone, respond to that email or write that post on your blog.
It is the kind of day when you can't avoid going to the local supermarket because you are in desperate need of something and so you make a mad dash still wearing your stained and discolored tracksuit pants...running straight to the product you are after and racing to the check out before some one you know spots you....
And of course someone you know does!
It is the kind of day where your gorgeous child seems to be crying more than usual, louder and for seemingly no reason!
It is the kind of day where you lose your temper with that gorgeous child, yell...walk away and burst into tears.
It is the kind of day when you feel like packing your bags.
It is the kind of day when you just can't get enough tea...
When you need your partner to be there and when of course he isn't!
And it is the kind of day that goes from bad to worse, with the miserable feelings associated with such a day only leaving when you finally fall asleep in the dark hours of the night.
It is the kind of day that you really need a friend to talk to but like I said, it is the kind of day we don't usually share!
SOME HOURS LATER
I did manage to drag myself outside...ergo strapped on and all!!
I walked in the snow...magical!
Watched all the children playing on their sleds...laughing, screaming, loving life.
The little one slept...silence.
I breathed deep for the first time today.